I’ve been on “break” for 2 weeks. Back to my typical daily grind again starting on Monday. I took this two weeks so sit back and do NOTHING. No beach. (Not that weather has been cooperative anyway lol) No going out. No filming. NOTHING. Just lounging around my house cleaning and organizing and … relaxing. Something I get VERY little time to do. This two week break also happened to land right during the Miss Freeones 2014 contest. Cool. I can offer something NO ONE ELSE is offering … show me a pic that you voted, I’ll DM you a naughty selfie pic I’ve taken that day. Seems simple enough and seems a relatively easy way to move up to the top considering …
A. NO ONE ELSE IS DOING THIS
B. Over half the girls in the contest don’t even seem to be aware they are IN the contest. NO tweets. NO promotion. Nothing on the Freeones boards. Their names just happen to be there on the list … moving up or down or staying the same, they are there.
I actually had to fight to get INTO the contest. Despite being an OCSM for years AND being an “actual by the way” MILF … I was not entered into ANY category. None. Nothing. Nada …. Ahhh … the typical … I’ve been overlooked yet again routine.
But I was finally added to the list – albeit a day late, but hey, I’m good at comebacks especially when it comes to fans voting. If nothing else, I have VERY loyal fans and I’m thankful and grateful to each and every one of them. Without them, I would not be here.
Round 1. I could try for Miss Freeones which offers a $1,000 prize for winning the 1st round, a $1,000 prize for winning the 2nd round and a $10,000 prize for winning the 3rd and final round. $10,000 would be REALLY NICE (or $12,000 if I were to win each round) since I’m finally going to qualify to BUY MY FIRST home next year after taxes … but REALLY need to have more money “down”, That would make for a much easier house buying experience. BUT, I’m a realist. I have NO shot at winning that title. So, I’m going to try for the only other category I’ve been entered into … BEST MILF. First round winner gets $500. Second round winner gets $500 and the 3rd and final round winner receives $2,000. OK … so there’s a total of $3,000 up for grabs there. I’ll stick to this category, because hey, at the end of the day, every little bit of extra money I can have toward my down payment, the better – and since I don’t live in LA or really even frequent it, I’m not super high on the “babe ranking” on Freeones and when I have extra money, it goes to hiring people for my own productions. Of course, I’m going up against HUGE names. Even several girls in my own network – all of whom are technically considerably higher in their “ranking” on the site – because they’re filming for big companies all the time that are putting their links up often – keeping them on the front page.
End of round 1, I came in 4th place. A valiant effort I’d say given I missed out an an entire day of voting. Still very few people are even promoting this contest. It’s rather mind boggling to me. I want this. I need this. I’m promoting the shit out of it. Others, not a word. To each his own lol! Round 2 begins and same deal … vote for me … send me a photo proving you voted, I DM you a naughty pic … I’ve literally spent every single day of this entire month (and my entire “break”) on twitter sending people photos for taking a (literal) second to vote for me. I’m working REALLY hard to win $500 LMAO. There is now 1 day and 11 hours left (as of the time I began writing this) … and I’ve remained in 2nd place – never touching first place even for a second – which is fine, but I’m not going to lie, frustrating.
My sleeping patterns have changed over the last week. Awake at 5:45. Unable to go back to sleep until almost 7. Littlest kiddo wakes up at 7 … so I’ll be up from 5:45 until midnight every day now. I’m utterly exhausted. Is it cabin fever from basically being stuck inside? Is it this contest driving me nuts? Do I just need to get fucked? What’s the issue? Who knows. All I know is, things need to get back to normal – and NOW! I can’t be filming all day every day exhausted from not being able to sleep. Last night, I laid down at midnight. I closed my eyes. I tossed. I turned. I flipped, I flopped, I wrestled with trying to fall asleep until almost 3:30 AM. OBNOXIOUS! I LOVE SLEEP. I NEED SLEEP! WHY CAN’T I SLEEP!? So, I drift off to sleep around 3:30AM, only to find myself waking up every hour until it was time to get up at 7AM.
I know what will make me feel better. I’m going to lighten my hair a little bit. So many people confuse it for being black because for some reason, the reddish brown color I dye it, insists on showing up considerably darker on me. So, a trip to Sallys and almost 5 hours later, I’ve BLEACHED my hair, stripping the color out of it, added some reddish color (because I look good with red in my hair) and proceed to color it LIGHT brown, adding even lighter highlights…. now completely stripped unhappy hair, 5 hours and 4 treatments later, my hair looks EXACTLY THE SAME as it did before I started the whole process. I swear, I could cry! I get it. Today is NOT my day. Message received, now back off and let me try to enjoy the rest of the day LOL!
SO … with 1 day and now probably less than 11 hours to go in round two now, I’m not expecting to step up into 1st place. If it happens, I’ll be thrilled, but it is what it is. Best of luck to all the girls in the contest. We all have our own reasons for wanting to win (at least the ones who are even aware they’re IN the contest!)
I will be changing things up for the 3rd and final round. Instead of sending a pic via DM … I’m going to do something completely different…. More to come. Stay tuned… I’ll tell you all about it tomorrow~